Today, we're going to get personal.
Like, really personal.
And it may get awkward.
Such is life.
What do you do when you cannot trust your own judgement?
What do you do when, for a time, the things that spark your attention will not do so in two weeks(ish) time?
What do you do when your interests shift greatly, only to have them shift back a short time later?
What do you do when these projects that seem like fabulous ideas get worked on for a few days and then abandoned because they are just really too much?
I've spent the past few days with my evenings full of Minecraft. It's fun, and I love it, but it's one of those things...will I get more than a week's love for it?
Oh, I've played it before, and I've enjoyed it, but it has been so many months between playing it and not.
I've been wanting to write more, and try Java again.
And I know that while these are fine things to take up, I can almost guarantee that, come this time next week, they will be the farthest things from my mind.
So at what point are you allowed to just say "no, I cannot make any decisions for the time being"? Because I'm fairly certain that there is no such a way out of anything - I still need to do something with my time, or I will sleep all day, and that will do no good.
~Havok
I know how you feel....... All I can do when I feel like that is to accept it, and see it as putting a project aside for a while, to be returned to at a later date with renewed interest. Sometimes it is your attitude to something that can make the same thing be a positive or a negative!
ReplyDeleteOh, I have the attitude - everything gets to be GUNG-HO...for about three or four days, and that's it xD Then everything falls away to naps and the needing of blankets and funny movies. *Shrug* It's just how things tend to be going. I've tried embracing it before, but most of the things, even if I do come back to them months later, I've lost the spark for that particular thing. Each time of "gung-ho-ness" has it's own bright ideas xD
DeleteSome day, it will all be sorted out. That, or I will never get anything finished ever. Who knows *shrug*
I will have to try, though, being more positive. I'm lucky in that over the years I've become aware of it, and can mostly tell when things are of that nature, but maybe it's alright. :) Thank you :)